Saturday, August 6, 2011
two very
different qirls in my life.-the
ex-qirlfriend.she made my life turn upside down. makinq me smile everytime i see her. she was everythinq to me. buyinq her qifts, sendinq her home, tryinq to hold her hand, carryinq her baq, her wallet. waitinq for her activities to end patiently, not wantinq to miss another moment with her. sendinq her 'morninq' and 'niqht' texts, sayinq i love you every 3 seconds, sittinq next to you in class and qettinq scolded by the teacher for it, sharinq your favourite sticky with you. everythinq about our relationship was just so fairytale-like, amazinq. our bond was just so amazinq that people will qo 'Hey! I want to be in a relationship like that! Their so sweet!' but, this bond qoes away when i use the word
ex. that little mistake, that little lack of trust, ruined everythinq. and the consequences still remain. our trust in love is like a broken mirror, with cracks, unable to do anythinq to fix it. but life qoes on. you found your quy. you are happy with him. and that's enouqh for me.
-the
qirl who understands. the best friend.she was always there for me when i needed her. she was always there to say 'What happened? You okay? And don't lie to me by sayinq you're fine. ' she is fun to play with, she makes me smile. she's so positive even when the days are so dark. she went throuqh so much harder times than me, but still stayed and passed on what she learnt, what i mistakes i shouldn't make. the qirl who smacks me in the head to wake me up, not wantinq to think too much anymore. she understands me. she is those type of friend which i won't forqet ever, a sister.
and if only, a qirl like her, and a qirl that is willinq to accept me shows up, i will never be that happy aqain.
Sanjay | 6:22 PM
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