Sunday, May 29, 2011
when the world turns dark,
and the rain quietly falls,
everything is still .
even today, without a doubt
i just can’t get out of it .
i can’t get out from the thoughts of eu .
now i know that it’s the end,
i know that it’s all just foolishness .
now i know that it’s not true,
i am just disappointed in myself for not being able to get a hold of eu .
because of this pride .
on the rainy days eu come and find me,
torturing me through the night .
when the rain starts to stop, eu follow .
slowly, little by little, eu will stop as well .
i must be drunk,
i think i need to stop drinking .
since the rain is falling, i think i might fall as well .
well, this doesn’t mean that i miss eu .
no, it doesn’t mean that .
it just means the time we had together were significant .
when it’s the type of day that eu would love,
i keep opening the pure memories of eu .
making the excuse that it’s all memories .
i take a step forward .
i don’t even make the effort to escape .
now i've erase all memories of eu,
i emptied out all of eu .
but when the rain falls again,
all the memories of eu i hid with effort,
it all comes back .
it must be looking for eu
on the rainy days eu come and find me,
torturing me through the night .
when the rain starts to stop, eu follow .
slowly, little by little, you will stop as well .
to eu :
now there’s no path for me to return to .
but looking at eur happy face,
i will try to keep on laughing, since i was the one,
without the strength to stop eu .
on the rainy days eu come and find me,
torturing me through the night .
when the rain starts to stop, eu follow .
slowly, little by little, eu will stop as well
what can i do about something that’s already ended ?
i’m just regretting being the stupid fool .
as the rain always falls,
so it will repeat itself over and over again .
when it stops,
that’s when i will stop as well .
i will stop loving eu .
Sanjay | 2:43 AM
