todayy go vivo wif vanessa, ophelia, nick and zhi guo. watched two movies, 'big momma' and 'i am number four'. started thinking of you after 'big momma' cuz of the sweet seens of them kissing and hanging out.. even vanessa sae why i so quiet and nvr smile during movie. i nearly cried during the 'i am number four' cuz the seens are EVEN MORE mushy and sweet. i wish we COULD be like them.. even though the boy lied.. it was to protect her.. the girl ended up falling in love with him.. how i wish that we could be them.. i really want to give up and be happy again.., for you. but i just can't.. i really can't. i may be smiling on the outside, but in my heart i know that it is crying.. cuz i really have too much feelings for you.. i know u want me to give up on this mission impossible. but giving up for me.., is. mission. impossible. idw u to feel sad and guilty for me.. i really really dont.. i said i will try to let go. but i know i just can't. i just can't. it is so painful being envy of happy couples.. cuz i know that i WAS with a girl and we WERE a happy couple..
but.
it. is. game. over. game. over.
is. there. a. restart. button?
i. wish. there. is.
so. i. can. love. you. and. hold. you tight.
my. love. my. life. my. everything. YOU.

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