On my way to school this morning, i bumped into you.Saw you standing with Rachel at CCK station, didn't think you saw me cauz the train was, erm.. fast. == Anyway, cauz Rachel was there, we couldn't go school together. I understand.. :)I ended up banging into Yu Xiang! so we went school together. so not so bad, at least i'm not lonely.. :)But what got me thinking was..we banged into each other, we took the same train. we're in the same class. Is this fate? Whether it is ornot, I'm happy reality is like that. I get to spend time with you. :)
Feel Good? Yeah! Feel wanted in life? Yeah!
In School...
Today we chose our IPW groups. Me, Nick, Hein, Vanessa and Ophelia planned on being in 1 group, 2B'2G'1F. However, Joe didn't know we had planned it out. He ended up writing his name under our group.. Nick ended up being the 2nd boy and Hein still being the foreigner. I had no group.. So ended up joining Willys' cauz Rachel(so selfish) didn't want me in hers'.. But Bernice did.. So, nvm.. if they dont want dont want lorh.. too bad.. i got animation skills that can do a world of good they dont want.. stupid rite? ==
But what really troubled me was when Lydia wrote Kim's name under my group.. I cracked. Didn't know why. Tears just flowed. I don't like her anymore. I like someone else. I think it's the feeling of doing something together after a long time apart. I mean, last time teachers would usually put Kim, ML, Jackie and me together. so all was well.. but now,, its a bit different.. I ended up pointing my middle finger at Ms Soon and using Hein's staple to cut myself. 4 clear red lines now.. Haix.
Vanessa gave me a chance to change but then i thought, if this goes well, if we do talk and laugh, we will be able to return to the way we used to be..? maybe.. So i ended up saying no.. Just snowball this bah..
Weird? Yeah. Confused? Yeah. :(