Sunday, October 16, 2011
I miss you, real bad.
Sanjay | 4:54 AM
Friday, October 7, 2011
You always say you hate to see me hurt. So all of those times you've hurt me, were you closinq your eyes ?
Sanjay | 7:11 AM
Thursday, October 6, 2011
like my new layout? // check my new post. below. LOL
Sanjay | 3:24 AM
sorry if i haven't been bloqqinq quys. not much to talk about now. my life is pretty much a secret now. idw to let alot of people in because the more people there are, the more complicated thinqs qet. yeah, there is a qroup of 'special' people who i tell my secrets to. but they are of small numbers as well. you know somethinq? i feel carefree for once. like as thouqh no burden is on me. i feel free. quess it's qood. but like any other story, there is a twist. no matter how much relax i feel, the little sense of reqret and hurt still lies inside. the cowardly me is still inside. just sittinq at the corner waitinq for that special somebody to appear and lend out a hand. like i said, like any other story, there isn't a perfect path to the last chapter. the rise in action (hurt and sorrow), climax (somebody comes to end the pain), the declininq of action (we start settlinq down and be happy toqether) and finally, the happy endinq. it's sounds simple, but trust me, it's not. it has never been.
with that, i would like to thank those special people in my life. simply for understandinq and tryinq to make a difference for me. thank you. idk what'd i do without you. i don't wanna know either. hell no.
Sanjay | 2:24 AM
Friday, September 23, 2011
After i read your blog, tears rolled down my cheek. I can't believe that i was so blind. I'm so sorry. I didn't know i caused you so much pain. So much burden. I destroyed everything. I can't take it already. I'm so confused. From one thing to another. Now even my best friend is pissed with me. So what to do. Can someone tell me. I'm so stressed out. I cried over you for so long today. But it didn't seem as though i was in pain. Maybe my heart has already given in. Maybe it's already dead. I really don't know. Idw to be here. It sucks. Fml. Seriously. What is wrong with me. Falling in love while being hurt at the same time. Whatthefuck. Screw this bullcrap. Just kill me already. I wanna slit, i wanna punch the wall. Because that's all i know. I hate being like this. But seriously, i don't know how not to.
Sanjay | 9:03 AM
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
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Sanjay | 2:28 AM
Monday, September 12, 2011
I ryke this blogger app~ <3
Sanjay | 6:02 AM